One day, the truth will come out. Some of it will come out right now. In 2009, my attorney (not the drunken fool, but the lady) and the judge both told me that if I presented the facts that I had about your mother and Chris Pourteau, that they would both lose their licenses and you would be taken to a foster home and I would never see you again. They told me it was bad enough that you would lose one parent, that I should not press the issue so you lose both of your parents. I sacrificed my sanity.
The state forced me to take a pharmaceutical salad of pills. Apparently, I said a lot of strange things. I was not in control of my facilities. Drugs are not good. One psychologist diagnosed me with situational depression and said I did not need any drugs. She went on vacation and Dr Blackman claimed I was bipolar. She said she diagnoses everyone bipolar to be safe. She said she would rather lose a few normal people than let a few bad people slip through. I refused to take the pills. They strapped me to a chair and shot me up. They put me in a psychological straitjacket. I could not think. My mind just went crazy. That's what Alison & Chris do for a living. They lie, cheat, and steal people's lives.
I have no reason to lie. People lie when they're trying to save something. I've already lost everything. Truth is all that's left.
You're old enough now to know the truth. Chris was cheating on his wife with a 17-year-old married girl from Indiana while he was also having an affair with Alison. He married the 17-year-old and Alison was a bridesmaid. And your mother slept with him the night after he married Courtney. Courtney did not believe me when I told her that Chris was sleeping with Alison. Courtney thought I was crazy. Even the boss at Head Start told Alison and Chris to be careful. That they were treading on dangerous ground.
You're old enough now to know the truth. Chris was cheating on his wife with a 17-year-old married girl from Indiana while he was also having an affair with Alison. He married the 17-year-old and Alison was a bridesmaid. And your mother slept with him the night after he married Courtney. Courtney did not believe me when I told her that Chris was sleeping with Alison. Courtney thought I was crazy. Even the boss at Head Start told Alison and Chris to be careful. That they were treading on dangerous ground.
By no means am I an angel. But there is much believed that is not true. Chris told me to accept the divorce or else. He threatened that they would put my past out there and ruin my career. And then I would not be able to take care of you and your mother. I fought it for a while, but then I realized what was at stake. I wanted to keep fighting No, but I did not want you sent to a foster home.
After the courts looked over all the evidence and were ready to charge Alison and Chris, I had to act crazy so they would not believe any of it. I still have copies of every email between your mother and Chris. I still have everything your mother wrote. I loved her. I got her out of debt. I gave her a home. And she repaid Me by cheating on me and saying it was my fault because I worked too much. She told me some guys steal for the thrill of getting away with it, not for the monetary value. She said that's why she was having affairs. It gave her a thrill wondering if I would catch her. 16 guys in 11 years. She admitted all of it to me.
I did not want to leave you. You meant everything to me. But I could not let them pull you away and put you in a foster home.
Your mother blamed me for her childhood atrocities. There is so much.
The church has copies of all her correspondence with Chris while she was married to me. I submitted copies with the filing for an annulment.
I'm sorry this happened. There are so many conversations I wish I would have recorded. Chris telling me that he was having sex with Alison and that I needed to divorce her because she did not love me. That money married money. She did not care about my poor family. That he was going to be getting the money from her parents.
I did not care about anything except you. I miss you. I love you. I asked your mother to be civil until you graduated and then she could do what you wanted. I wanted to keep the family together. I begged her. She preferred Chris over our family. In the end, I said many things to try and hurt her as much as she had hurt me. I did not mean any of it. I never meant to hurt you.
Your mother told me that I was not your biological father. I did not care. You were my boy. And always will be.
After the courts looked over all the evidence and were ready to charge Alison and Chris, I had to act crazy so they would not believe any of it. I still have copies of every email between your mother and Chris. I still have everything your mother wrote. I loved her. I got her out of debt. I gave her a home. And she repaid Me by cheating on me and saying it was my fault because I worked too much. She told me some guys steal for the thrill of getting away with it, not for the monetary value. She said that's why she was having affairs. It gave her a thrill wondering if I would catch her. 16 guys in 11 years. She admitted all of it to me.
I did not want to leave you. You meant everything to me. But I could not let them pull you away and put you in a foster home.
Your mother blamed me for her childhood atrocities. There is so much.
The church has copies of all her correspondence with Chris while she was married to me. I submitted copies with the filing for an annulment.
I'm sorry this happened. There are so many conversations I wish I would have recorded. Chris telling me that he was having sex with Alison and that I needed to divorce her because she did not love me. That money married money. She did not care about my poor family. That he was going to be getting the money from her parents.
I did not care about anything except you. I miss you. I love you. I asked your mother to be civil until you graduated and then she could do what you wanted. I wanted to keep the family together. I begged her. She preferred Chris over our family. In the end, I said many things to try and hurt her as much as she had hurt me. I did not mean any of it. I never meant to hurt you.
Your mother told me that I was not your biological father. I did not care. You were my boy. And always will be.
I do not blame your mother. I blame her family and Chris. He is a wife-stealing piece of crap
I never cheated on your mother. Even after I found out about her affairs. I forgave her. I could have, but I chose not to. I had plenty of opportunities. But when I made a vow before her family, my family, and God, I chose to keep it.
Your mother and her lover can no longer hold a protective order over my head. They can not keep me from contacting you anymore.
No matter what you do, I will always love you. But try to always do good. Do no harm. Avoid drugs and alcohol. Avoid violence, if at all possible. Always think positive. The past is gone. It belongs to the dead. Leave it with them. The future has yet to be written.
No matter what you do, I will always love you. But try to always do good. Do no harm. Avoid drugs and alcohol. Avoid violence, if at all possible. Always think positive. The past is gone. It belongs to the dead. Leave it with them. The future has yet to be written.
I was condemned for things that I did not do. I was angry for many years. It's what happens when you cannot afford a lawyer. But things are going to change very soon. I'm no longer angry. I will see justice served.
I did not abandon you. Chris scared your mother into a protective order to keep me away.
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