Monday, July 22, 2024

"Light 'em up" Charlie

I got a lot of time to think as I drive. And I'm just remembering a few of the characters in my life.


1985


"Light 'em up" Charlie. A black gentleman in his mid sixties. Well spoken and always sharp dressed. The only thing that seemed out of place was the patch over his left eye. One rumor has it that he lost the eye in the game of poker. Another claims he caught a finger in the eye as he was sliding into second base. No one knows the real story except his little brother, Jimmy, and he ain't talkin'.

Charlie would always light up a cigarette and hand it to you. I thought that's where his nickname came from until I saw him stand on a pitching mound. He could still throw a 90 mile an hour fast ball.

His best friend's name was Frosty. No one knew if that was his birth name or nickname. He was just "Frosty" to everyone. I think it was his snow white hair. There are legends that Frosty rode every train in North America (that includes Canada and Alaska). He claims to have met Casey Jones, Jack Kerouac, and a bastard offspring of Cornelius Vanderbilt. That would put frosty in his late 80s to his early 90s. But I tell you, he was sharp as a tack and could weave a tale.

I met them both under a bridge near a railroad in Colorado Springs, Colorado. 


...more to come

Tuesday, April 2, 2024

No More Lies

The darkness has returned. Suffocating. Shadows confine my breath to a claustrophobic panic. There is no one there, yet the silence offers a deafening roar. Taunting. Begging for blood. A rhythmic chant to end the chaos. Will tonight be the night that I silence to howling winds that stir the ashes of madness? 

Love was always someone else's lie, but my truth. A thief of hearts. A stealer of dreams. Warm lips offered a promise of truth. Cold steel offers the truth of a promise. No more lies. 

One is not destroyed with the truth of a cold steel sword. One dies by the warm promise of a lover's  lie.

Monday, March 11, 2024

Texas State Board of Examiners of Psychologists

I have a question for the Texas psychology ethics committee. 

How often do you overlook a married woman sleeping with a married man while she is supervising him getting his LPC license. And said forty years  old man is also cheating on his wife with a seventeen year old? 

I am just curious. I sent letters, emails, and other correspondence, as well as phone recordings between the two. It was all ignored.

This is far from over. I will take it as far as I have to. I will bring down your board if necessary. 

15 years ago, money gave them the advantage. Now, time has tipped in my favor.